Im going to have to stop talking to you someday. You create every kind of emotional toil imaginable in my life. If i want to be happy you cant be part of my life.
we fuck up around each other but im not ready to let go because of all the the times we dont. You make my heart light up and burn. I love that feeling, but what you put me through kills me. That entertwined feeling is there and ill have to severe it one day.
But im not ready yet.
Someday ill have nothing to say to you, but its not today.
I might have a date for assimilation. That was unexpected but I smiled.
Depression my most faithful mistress… I just want someone to go out to dinner and coffee with, to cuddle on the couch while watching tv, who’ll go on stupid adventures, dance with me, and will hold my hand. Someone who thinks im beautiful. Just once, I want a relationship thats simple.